i don’t eat anymore.
I am killing myself inside- i know, so stop telling me. Maybe this is what i want…
People say they’ve seen i have lost weight, this is what i aim for, so it must be helping.
Im not that stupid that i dont eat ALL DAY & ALL NIGHT, because all of my friends say that it just makes you have a bigger belly. So i have small meals, or starve myself until dinner (which i dont eat much of)…
I have had two cups of tea today to keep me awake because no food = no energy…
Slept in til midday as well because then its less time awake and less time for eating.
What am i doing to myself?:/
xox.
3 comments
Oh I feel so terrible :'( I’m so so so sorry you feel like this, god my heart dropped reading this post, I just don’t know what to say :'( why do you want to die?
Please you can tell me your feelings, I’m here to listen, I’m just so sorry you need to do this to yourself
you have to tell someone, maybe not me but please tell someone, its obvious you know you have a problem, and youve accepted it, but the only way you can recover is by getting help, having someone to support you, crying your heart out, telling someone how you feel, please if you have no one, you can tell me.
I know what your going through, I do the same thing, I can’t say anything that will make you change, because if I could, I wouldn’t be in the same position. I’m lucky I have someone to talk to about things like this. You should talk to someone tho. I hope you get through this. Best of luck x