Sometimes i wanna take the easy way out. Like my Dad. When i was little i used to be so lonley and small, i used to try to semerge myself in the tub and hope i wouldnt give up,and come up for air. I used to yell into my pillow, cry but not just cry.. Soul cry. I like to write alot, hope to make it a Career so, listen up. See, 64 year olds they get a little crazy at that age. My grandma is a old winkley bitch that you just wanna punch in the face because she doesnt hear stuff right and she mixes up your words just to make it the way she wants to hear it. Theres nothing funny about it, pure stupidity. You give up in the middle of the fight because shes dumb as hell. I have absolute hate for this women, You might say Hate isnt what you would call it. Noo, Faith Hates her Grandma. She does this thing with her eyes where you wanna hit her in the forehead and make them fall out of her head. I dont know if any of you people have wanted to ever kill someone before, or souly just hate the devil out of them, but its really hard to keep your anger inside around them. I used to love parents and understand why they did the things they did to keep us safe, then i noticed im not a kid, i have to grow up pretty fast to keep up with these old fucks. They really dont know what our generation has to go through, they dont have to keep us safe, and they dont have to treat us like slaves. If you dont resepct me i will NOT respect you for and by all means. They are all i have left but i dont care. My friends are my family. She says dumb stuff also. Like by now ive heard everything in the book. There is no way words are gunna cut me any deeper. Sometimes i wonder if i just over dosed and they wake up and see a note i wrote them saying how easy it would have been without them, thats the shit that would cut them deeper. That would be the second time this happened to them. I have no idea how they would take that.. But im gunna to prove the bastards wrong.. I dunno the point of this post. Tell me some stories about if you ever felt like this or something, maybe advice if you catch the drift. Eh, Please..?
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