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Why do I want to die?

October 27th, 2012 by TheEndIs1

Simple.

It’s not the loneliness - which I can never seem to shake.

It’s not that my best friend – Is who used to be the love of my life and I can never have her.

It’s not that I lost my feelings towards her – while she was the only thing that I cared for.

It’s not my lack of ability to miss or feel – I am fine without them.

Not even the lack of the ability to choose my fate – and being dictated it by my country.

It’s the fact that, no matter what I do, what I try, what I think I want – I get bored of it, I dispose of it, I abandon.

Friends, Family, Hobbies, Music, Love, Knowledge, Studying, Travelling.

All, but void in my eyes, all dim and lightless, hopeless.

I want to die, because, simply, I cannot find a single reason to live for.

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12 Responses to “Why do I want to die?”

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  1. Scar504 7:22 pm on October 27th, 2012

    That’s just what it means to be a human. Every person who has ever, or will ever exist is exactly the same. The only difference is that most don’t decide to end their lives because of it. “eventually will get boring” can be predicated on any subject. The only choice is to value the continuous struggle itself. Admittidly, for some it seems far more difficult, if not impossible.

  2. Donnie 7:33 pm on October 27th, 2012

    We feel loneliness. And lose friend’s to. Get over it.

  3. s2419 7:42 pm on October 27th, 2012

    Donnie that’s abit harsh, don’t you think ?

  4. Donnie 7:43 pm on October 27th, 2012

    No

  5. s2419 7:47 pm on October 27th, 2012

    Well it is, be nice

  6. Donnie 7:50 pm on October 27th, 2012

    s2419 What have you still got issues about your weight.?

  7. Donnie 7:52 pm on October 27th, 2012

    We all come in Diffient shap’s. Girl’s are hot. Big girl’s are hot. You got to be a man to get it.

  8. jjgirl13 7:57 pm on October 27th, 2012

    I like Donnie. I bet his brain is bigger than mine, and has more cells

  9. Donnie 8:02 pm on October 27th, 2012

    So guy’s don’t go though the same shit to. Girl’s are hot. We have to work out. Us boy’s.

  10. Donnie 8:02 pm on October 27th, 2012

    Fat girl’s are hot. Fat boy’s.?

  11. rathernot 8:14 pm on October 27th, 2012

    donnie chill out okay

  12. i not well 4:25 am on October 28th, 2012

    i dont know. really . its jst dat i think things will never work. i want to make things better but they are never are going to be better. i wanna live…peacefully & happily

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