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Suicidal Ideation

November 30th, 2012by Andy2112

Whenever I imagine ways to commit suicide, I cannot help but to imagine even more ways of something going wrong. When I imagine screwing up and placing myself in an even worse nightmare, such a terrible feeling wells up within me and I become afraid of attempting suicide. I feel so trapped because of this, and because I believe at some point in my life it really is going to be the humane thing for me to do, and I don’t think I can get anyone to do it for me. I feel like I want to convince a physician to please euthanize me, but I know they won’t do it.

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I really need someone to talk to

November 30th, 2012by dudeme65

Please. I just need someone to talk to. If you live around the Toronto area please message me.

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Today is the day my life begins.

November 30th, 2012by Taylor W.

I wrote this story last night on a piece of loose leaf.

“I don’t eat because I think I’m fat. I see a photo of me and I look fat. So I don’t eat. I had a talk with Dennis and Gloria today, both separate conversations. I realized I don’t want to die. I want to love and hopefully get sponsored by red bull one day for snowboarding and Roxy. That’s what I really want. I want to be happy again. I need a phone. Serious though. I need to smile and mean it. This is the starting point tonight. I wanted to kill myself and

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i love him but…

November 30th, 2012by maxthebat

i love my boyfriend but…. he recently almost killed himself. if it werent for me calling the police he’d be dead. but now he’s mad and im sick of all this shit. i mean i love him but i cant handle this anymore. but if i break up with him he’ll kill himself. plus i know my other friend c. will ask me out and i like him. nowhere near as much as my current bf but i do like him and couldnt say no. and then my current bf would try to beat up c. (and hurt himself in the process because he’s not …

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im sorry

November 30th, 2012by maxthebat

my bf was going to commit suicide. we’ve always talked about it, but this time he sounded serious. he made me promise not to tell. he said he was going to write him suicide note and leave as soon as he was alone, most likely the next day. he said goodbye, and thank you for being an amazing gf, and sorry about a hundred times. But i was scared so i told my friend who knows all this and happens to be his ex. ive convinced her before not to tell anyone, but this time she said fuck it im telling, and told her mom. …

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Lost

November 30th, 2012by tbird

My Daddy was a great man. He served as an ANZAC corporal when he was younger, he helped failing communities to fix all their problems. Daddy was one who made others laugh and smile, he smiled along with them. This is his story, (IM LEAVING OUT OUR NAMES INCASE SOME ONE DESIDES TO STALK MY FAMILY)

“Daady” i ran outside to Daddy washing his truck “and how is my baby princess? bubba how old are you now?” Daddy dropped the hose and picked me up “im this money!” i held up a $1 coin to say i was 1 “ohh thank you bubba girl, want a …

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Why bother

November 30th, 2012by BluDude976

If life has taught me anything, its how pointless everything is. If you aren’t rich in a capitalist society your life will most likely be a nonstop living hell until the day you die and there will be very little you can do to stop it. Some people brainwash themselves with religion, some use drugs and/or alcohol, others distract themselves by any means necessary telling themselves someday life will be worth it but that day never happens. Most people die deeply disappointed by life, those that live long enough to be elderly usually just give up and wait for death (visit an old folks home …

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For The Depressed And Lonely Considering Suicide:

November 30th, 2012by Andy2112

Especially if you are young and healthy and suffering without friends and relationships, admitting yourself into a hospital can really change your mental state around in a big way. Just being surrounded by fellow patients and staff had a very therapeutic effect on me. I actually miss being with all the company in the hospital, despite the abuse. So if you are considering suicide, I highly recommend you check yourself into a hospital first.

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………….

November 30th, 2012by Just Liz

Have you ever starting writing a post,
then realised that nobody would actually care?

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I am really in need of some UNBIASED advice, and help;

November 30th, 2012by SilverDuck

Like I said, I am not looking for anybody’s opinion on myself, or any of my decisions. Nobody hates me more than me, so it would be a ridiculous waste of time. I have completely lost the will to live. And I mean that in the most serious way possible. Not because something bad just happened in my life. I just flat out do not want to be alive anymore. I don’t see a real reason to be, either. I am the literal definition of “useless”. I am a complete waste of space. I am probably denying somebody who deserves life precious air, and food. …

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four years already???

November 30th, 2012by oemh

i think im getting better. im not eating what i should be but im eating. Last week hit me hard,but i survide its just i dont now how much i can surivie anymore. this up coming summer will be my 4 year dealing with an eating disorder and depression i just want all te pain to go away.

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Relapsing.. Please don’t try to stop me, help me be able to do it.

November 30th, 2012by CopeingByBlood

I really want to cut.. Anything to numb the pain. I’d kill just to be able to find a single blade.. Anyone know any other ways besides razor blades? I’m just.. Really sick of everything. I’d rather cope this way, than any other way. My depressions been way too crazy lately. Help me out anyone?

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Rap game

November 30th, 2012by The rapper

Hello, thank you for taking your time reading my story, just to list some information. Im Norwegian, im 17 years, I am not kidding about my story. so lets begin…
from when i was 13 i started to think: do anyone actually care when im gone? I was thinking ALOT and i’m pretty sure my thoughts where much more serious than other kids on my age back then. How is life after death? Who would cry when im gone? Who would even care? questions remain without answers.

Later on in my life, i got many false friends, actually no real friends.. BUT i’d just carry on, i was sad, but …

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Sick and tired of it all…

November 30th, 2012by ConDsenXieN

So sick and tired of life. It’s a miserable existence day after day, seven attempts this year and no avail, looking for number eight.

Lost my job, my baby, my marriage, my home….I’m an alcoholic, unemployed, lonely, just don’t want to go on any further.

Don’t want to live with my diagnosis either, I’ll never have a normal life, normal relationship, no nothing. I’ve lost my chance at love, there’s no chance for happiness, my life is an absolute joke.

I’ve got my plan in place and a time…don’t bother with the whole “life is precious” or “God wants you to live”, because if there really is …

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Do I Come Off More As A Psychopath Or A Sociopath To You?

November 30th, 2012by Andy2112

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Fall

November 30th, 2012by Swallowdie

Sometimes… in life, people fall down… and they don’t really want to get up again. I fell down slowly, didn’t really feel it till I hit the ground, and when I try to raise up from the floor… I can’t find the will… to live anymore. So I let myself go, watch the world go by… nobody knows when I tell the lie… It’s nothing, I’m okay. But I’m going to wake up tomorrow… for everyone’s sake.

And to those people, who managed to get up again, you have no idea how much I applaud you. Thank you, from me personally, for being strong… even if …

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Wow.

November 30th, 2012by brokenheart15

You can only trust girls on here because they don’t hurt you , :( fml.

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“I know it’s over”….says my music

November 30th, 2012by Just Liz

I know it’s over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real
And you even spoke to me, and said :
“If you’re so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you’re so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you’re so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you’re so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know …
‘Cause tonight is just like any other night
That’s why you’re on your own tonight

That’s all I think I can relate too, someone be a friend,

I think I’m sorta in need of one under the age of …

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Lie…

November 30th, 2012by Theloner

I’m not as happy as I show…Why do I have to hurt so much…Can’t someone take my pain away?…Why am I crying so much? Why am I so sad…No one will ever take e for me…no one will ever love me…there is no more hope…no more love…no one left…So much pain :'(

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Why does no one love me?

November 30th, 2012by bah

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