November 30th, 2012by maxthebat
my bf was going to commit suicide. we’ve always talked about it, but this time he sounded serious. he made me promise not to tell. he said he was going to write him suicide note and leave as soon as he was alone, most likely the next day. he said goodbye, and thank you for being an amazing gf, and sorry about a hundred times. But i was scared so i told my friend who knows all this and happens to be his ex. ive convinced her before not to tell anyone, but this time she said fuck it im telling, and told her mom. i told my parents too, and they ended up calling the police and sending them to his house.
he says he’s happy i saved him, but he constantly gets mad at me for it, and says he cant tell me anything now cuz i broke the promise. and i feel so bad for telling but i was scared.
and now i dont know what to do. i love him but im sick of all this shit… but if i break up with him he will kill himself.