Its passed midnight where I am and 2013 has started. I can only say happy new year to those of you who wish to find happiness, but to people like me it signifies the beginning of a new course of hurt, heartache and that longing feeling of wanting to escape this place. I’m pretty drunk so my feelings are real right now.
To be honest when that clock hit twelve I let a tear shed, because I’m scared. I’m scared of what this year will hold and I don’t want to experience the same shit again! I honestly never thought I would make it here, but here I am and you could say I should make the most of it but thats what I said at the beginning of 2012. It’s a cycle and I’m caught up in it.
Fuck I can just tell that it’s going to be a tough one. Good luck to all of you