Archive for January, 2013

I’m terrified

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

Please help. I’m at the point in my life I’m just sick of all the shit around me that I cause. I’m constantly an ass hole  to everyone. The only reason my best friend hangs out with me is cause he doesn’t want me to be hurt or pissed off at him. I’m single. I […]

this is me…myra…

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

this is me.. myra.. today was another bad day for me at school.. im still being picked on.. teased. rumors are apread about me.. lies are said.. while im keeping everything inside.. nobody knows myy life.. nobodys knows what ive gone thrui nobody knows how much im keeping inside whle others add more to it.. […]

Teachers

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

Like i said before, they don’t care a bit. think twice about it/. teachers are just there to make $$$$ they dont care about you or what you have to say. read my last post if you dont understand.

My Story (New)

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

As a child growing up, my dad used to hit me and my brother.  Alot. Hard as well. Whenever he got pissed, he would take anything he could find, pipes, sticks, even rulers. Then, he would tie us up and beat us. Sometimes, he would even take us out to a place to leave us […]

This Girl

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

Beautiful…you’d think she’d have no problems. Yet she found me on facebook…and blast my soul, I almost missed her message because it was in the “other” part of my inbox. She then told me how she had seen my post on sp and decided to read my others..and that she enjoyed my writing and that, […]

Lets struggle with eachother

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

Life is hateful mean and cruel each day  we feel like screaming  but we stop and know that it doesn’t matter if we do or not because everybody has turn a deaf ear. We feel trapped lost and chain to the habits that run in a never ending circle. I want to help-help people like me who just want things to be […]

Somethings wrong.

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

Something is horribly wrong with me. I’m alone and I’m an outcast. I don’t fit in, and I know its all my fault. People can just tell that I’m no good. That I’m trouble. That I’m a freak of nature. That I’m a monster…  

Suicide seems so convenient.

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

I have nothing to look forward to. I have it all planned out. It would work this time. I have no friends. It was confirmed yesterday. Do you remember several weeks ago when I said that I hadn’t killed myself because I was afraid of disappointing two people? My art teacher and my track coach. […]

Afterlife

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

Does anyone wonder what is next as in the afterlife because once we step off of this planet we do not know what is next all that we can know is that the life we have always known is over forever.  People will be sad and traumatized but what will we be. I leave next […]

PLEASE! EVERYONE STOP AND READ!

Thursday, January 31st, 2013

I won’t stress enough on how I’m trying to get the point across that suicide isn’t a phase. I really need you guys to help me with that. After I am going to post a link to why I am doing. This is important. Please message me with your stories. I know it’s a lot […]