Regardless of what you do in this life you will go to a place after death that is 1000 times more real vibrant and wonderful than our current life. However we are here for a reason. This is not a competition regardless of what you do in this life you will go home to where you were before you were born and where you will be after your time here is done. You can do NO wrong in this life and are loved and cherished forever. You are a miracle of god, and whether you realize it or not, what makes this earthly physical realm so difficult is the illusion that we are separate from god. He is always here. The universe IS defined by LOVE. The place he has ready for you and me and every person on earth is so wonderful us earthly beings cannot
Fathom it. So I just wanted to let you know that whether you decide to take your own life or stay and continue your journey, either way you are loved deeply and cherished forever by the creator whom we are all connected to. We are a part of god.
-with love Pete