I feel like such a failure. Everything I do, or try to do turns to shit. I could go through my life story but it would bore you to death. (pun intended)
I see my family and past friends on facebook, I know facebook sucks but it’s all I got most of the time, and they all seem happy living the life I always wanted. My girlfriend from high school is a grandmother. My friend from the military is retiring after a long rewarding career. Another past girlfriend looks as beautiful as she did years ago when I thought I wanted something different. My nieces and nephews, that I hardly know, are or will soon be starting family’s of their own. My last relationship failed ruining my credit, and I will never be able to overcome the financial problems I have been left with.
I could go on, but to make it short; I wanted children, I wanted a career, I wanted a beautiful wife, I wanted to be part of my family, and I wanted financial security.
Now my question. Knowing I can’t obtain what I wanted in life and knowing I have made so many mistakes, is life worth living?