All of my interest is gone. I go to sleep every night hoping with everything I have left (which is not a lot) that I don’t wake up. When I do wake up, I get ready, go to school, fake the same smiles and talk to fake friends that will all stab me in the back eventually, go home, cut, maybe eat and then sleep and hope the same death wish. I just want to be done. I have nothing left to give. Everyone that I cared about left. I have no one. They’re all gone. I want to fall into an endless sleep. Actually I want to get sick. Something the doctors can’t treat. That way I’ll die with honor. They only thing I’d be sad about is I wouldn’t be able to fulfill my dream of being an army cadet.
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