well, here I am, 15, a pothead, a whore, doesn’t have anything to praise or look forward to after life. I’m all kinds of fucked up, I was always put last to 4 other brothers and sisters. I was raised by drug addicts and alcoholics and it’s my fault I turned out like this when I was never told aanything different. I was never told about the danger of sex and drugs, I was raised by people who abused all of it, and I’m the shitty one in the bunch? Ha. You’re all so ignorant! If you never wanted me to be so horrible, maybe better role models would have been nice! Don’t role blunts in front of me and expect me to stay away from weed, don’t get stupid drunk in front of me and expect me to touch a bottle, don’t expect Mr to stay away from sex when I was never given advice about it. Don’t expect me to not hate my life a ft tee its been fucked up because you neglected me, don’t expect me to pull the trigger with out any anticipation that I know what I’m doing. I want to die all because of this shit life you give me. I have no one to talk to, no one to very to, I have no one. I don’t believe In “God” because simply “God” never did anything for me. “He gave you life” no, these drunken idiots over here for got to wrap it before he tapped it, heard it my whole life, I know I was a mistake. If this so called “God” has such a great plan for me, why is my life shit? Why is it that I have no faith in him for me to change and have a great life story, why am I put on earth with nothing to live for? Why am I so unhappy with everything if everything should turn out how I want them? Ha, life is just a huge puzzle with missing peices, you get irritated and just throw it all away.
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