Why can’t she see that I’m not alright?
Why can’t she see that I need her?
Why can’t she see that I hate myself?
Why can’t she see how I feel about her?
More importantly, why do I have to feel this way about her?
Why do I have to love her?
Do you know how often I hear people talk bad about gays, lesbian, and bisexuals? I listen to people go on about how it’s “Immoral” or “wrong” and I just have to sit there, clenching my fists, wanting to punch them all in the face. Because if they knew. If they really knew, then I would never be accepted. I’m in love with someone who is neever going to love me back. Plain and simple.
Besides, even if she did love me, how long would she be able to?
How long could she surive her cancer?
God, it really, really sucks not being able to tell someone how you feel. And I know I’m being dramatic with all the questions, but seriously!
What the hell is wrong with me?!
I have absolutely nothing against being bisexual but I can’t stand how one of my best friends sees it!
She sees it as a sin, a horrible, disgusting, sin, but I don’t care anymore. I only care about the girl I love at the moment.
Because who knows how long she has?
And why can’t she see that I need her now, as much as she needs me?
(Sorry for any spelling mistakes.)