My girlfriend left me. I’ve never felt this bad in my life, because I thought that we were meant to be and she told me I was all she ever wanted, but it seems that I really wasn’t. Why did she give me worthless hope if she wasn’t sure about me.. I’m kind of the person you should never tell “forever” If you are not absolutely sure that it will be forever.
I’m broken. It would have been ok, but when I said that it’s okay and I understand why she couldn’t love me and I know I will never deserve happiness with her or be happy with anyone else, and I’m sorry I couldn’t make her happy and I understand why, she just ansewer that she is so happy that I understand.
Well, it’s fine, I understand, but at least I hoped that she would have even try to prove me wrong. I know it’s childish, but I wished that she would have said that I will deserve happines and I will be happy with someone else, or at least she would have said that she loved me. No, she didn’t say anything because It’s just so nice that I understand.
I’m so tired of being always the one who undesrtand and who says that it’s okay and the one who can be blamed for everything.
I don’t care anymore, I’m gonna cut it. And I’m gonna cut so deep it will never heal.
Next time someone says it to me, I’m gonna crush her/his face so hard in the ground that they will physically feel how much it hurts to take it all and always be the one who understand.