i keep thinking how weird it is that in 500 years time for example there will be a bunch of dead peoples blogs all across the internet, dead peoples Facebook’s twitter’s etc.. how weird is that. but while were living in the moment we never see it like that. so many peoples thoughts and opinions that didnt even matter, things they got so fussed over. Its just kind of interesting to sit down and think about all these things.
I’ve learnt not to take life seriously which has helped me a lot, but it doesn’t mean i don’t want to die.
i cant be bothered with this world and living in general, its just stressful and its boring.. and when i do die whatever going on in this world will be between the world an the people in it, i couldn’t care less hopefully ill be at peace.
what a boring cycle. I mean despite my obvious depression in general i don’t see the point living lol, its just pretty much not my thing. maybe if things were so much fairer i’d be more open to staying alive. but the worlds a fucked up cruel place. And i’m just a brainwashed product of my surroundings who has broken free of her chains and figured out how shit life really is. I mean they wont even let you have the right to die.. if you do want to die your deemed as unwell. haha how fucked up.
AH WELL thats life.