In my health class, we’re doing the “Jason Foundation”. Which is a suicide prevention program our school does for all health classes. We watched a video from it and it showed what these people are going through and it showed a Guy cutting himself. I didn’t want to watch it so I looked at this packet we had to fill out and a Guy said “Why aren’t you
watching? Does your past hurt you, attention whore?”
Honestly, it did hurt watching it. But, that’s complete BS that some Guy, WHO DOESN’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I’VE BEEN THROUGH, would give me crap because I have done that. I did it, not for attention seeking, but out of pain. If my pain makes me an attention whore, so be it! but you don’t need to be judgmental and tell the whole world!!
I’m done with all the crap that goes on in that 8 hour hell. I’m done with all the comments, looks, and the rude judgmental people. I want it all gone.
I feel crazy when I think about doing it. And when I tell my boyfriend, he freaks out.. I don’t mean to hurt everyone but I do.. I feel guilty for thinking about but, I can’t help it. I don’t want to leave everyone behind curious and sad yet, I can’t help but think about it!
one action could effect so many people.