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by VickyVale78

In dire need of true inspiration

To breed on some form of stimulation

I’m not yet my best just a representation

Cause I’m utterly crawling in desperation

In need of direction not just a destination

Craving so deep all I seek inside

Not fully ready to take this stride

Yet no longer do I wish to hide

Losing more hope each time that I’ve tried

As the days go on it’s as if I’ve died

Negative thoughts growing so vile

As I take in pain with a laugh or a smile

It’s been so long, yeah it’s been awhile

Since I’ve had any strength to take on this mile

Just please don’t judge me cause I’m not on trial

Save thee, help me

Need to break free

I dont want to believe this life is crappy

I’m sorry if I seem a bit too sappy

All I truly ever wanted was to just be happy

Yet the words express, what my mouth won’t say

As I seem to float further on each day

I miss the good ol days where we went out out to play

Every day was so bright where they now seem so gray

Can you sincerely give me, any reason to stay?

lonely road


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Fatuglyguy72269 1/18/2014 - 8:08 pm

I often ask myself these same questions everyday. It seems like all the people I thought “cared” about me are gone and now I’m left with almost no one. The only reason I can give you to stay is that you need to look out for yourself. I know the reason I keep living is because of my mother, who is the only one who give a sh#t about me. there got to be something that keeps you going. Hang on to it, no matter how insignificant it might be.

distant.road 1/18/2014 - 8:14 pm

I agree with Jeff. Sometimes we find our purpose for living deep down inside us… or, for that matter, outside of use (such as family). Whatever your reason is, hold it closely… and follow it. I’ve been in some dark situations… to the point where I was confident my final moment wasn’t too far away. Yet there was something I was able to hold onto. Over time, things got a little better. My life isn’t a bed of roses… not by any means… but I’ve seen some brightness after the darkness.

OnlyLOVEisReal 1/18/2014 - 8:38 pm

Dear VickyVale78,

I can not give you the reason to stay,

but i know you hold the answer in you, today.

your representation

shows determination

losing hope because you tried

is like missing the ride

there is no need to hide

just seek those that love, and confide

if we judge

we would be nothing more than sludge

we want you to be happy

because anything else would be crappy

VickyVale78 1/20/2014 - 3:29 pm

I agree I have my mom, sister, brother… the worst is my niece, nephew because I couldn’t imagine doing that to them. They’re still young and wouldn’t understand. Thank you and I know we must look out for ourselves but it does get hard to do that when you stop caring to the point you hardly care about yourself anymore… Thank you. <3

VickyVale78 1/20/2014 - 3:58 pm

Thank you… I love it!!! =.)

VickyVale78 1/20/2014 - 3:59 pm

Thank you and I do understand. It’s strange how some days I’m a horrible mess then others I’m like just OK. Like I have no control how I’m going to feel each day, it all depends on my mood when I first wake up. I’m trying. <3

OnlyLOVEisReal 1/20/2014 - 4:24 pm

VickyVale78, my pleasure. There are many here that will listen if you ever need

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