The earliest i can remember seriously considering suicide, was somewhere around 9-10. 90% of the time since then, has been absolute bullshit. And that 10% that wasn’t, was mostly because i was giving 100% effort, when i could, to make myself better and make good things happen.
My teens sucked, my twenties sucked, and the forecast for my thirties is quite grim.
If you’re male, you don’t get to enjoy life unless you have plenty of money. If you had the same teens and twenties as i did, you don’t get to have money.
Things are not like they were 50 years ago. Shit is very different now, and far more harsh, despite all the wonderful new technological advancements.
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My life was bullshit way before 30.
The earliest i can remember seriously considering suicide, was somewhere around 9-10. 90% of the time since then, has been absolute bullshit. And that 10% that wasn’t, was mostly because i was giving 100% effort, when i could, to make myself better and make good things happen.
I had a lot of fun in my 30s, in spite of the bullshit. Thirty is relatively young in the spance of life, even when you don’t want to live it.
My teens sucked, my twenties sucked, and the forecast for my thirties is quite grim.
If you’re male, you don’t get to enjoy life unless you have plenty of money. If you had the same teens and twenties as i did, you don’t get to have money.
Things are not like they were 50 years ago. Shit is very different now, and far more harsh, despite all the wonderful new technological advancements.
I can relate. I could never picture myself becoming old or living a long life. I know for a fact I will die young.
It doesn t really matter how you die… young or as an old fart. After you are gone nothing really matters..