Hey fellas,
Iam a 15 year old dumb as a rock good for NOTHING fat ugly piece of shit.I decided to write my last note on a website and not on paper because my handwriting is very bad.Actually iam not flawed.Iam a flaw(if it means anything).My life is on rocks.The only option left for me is death.I know killing oneself requires a lot of courage.But i have to die whether i like it or not.I have no friends,people hate me for some reason.They even made fun of my cuts including my teacher!I decided to show all of them what iam capable of but you know what?Iam not capable of anything.Iam a born loser.I know god creates each human being for a reason but…….i lost my words.I dont know what to say.I just wanted to let out my thoughts for the last time.All my life i never opened up to anyone.Anyways
.Iam sorry for the most horrible suicide note in history.Its just that iam not good at writing just like everything else
Goodbye everyone(if you care):/
A sad lonely pathetic piece of shit
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Hi
There was one part in your note that is the most important part. When you said, “I lost my words. I don’t know what to say.” That meant you lost your crazy thoughts and that’s the best thing that could happen to you. Can you get back to void of thought? If you can, then life begins. I don’t know if all the crap will stop and your life will suddenly blossom into roses and chocolates, but maybe you can take a breath. Maybe you can get to the place of peaceful no thoughts, but still be breathing on this crazy earth.
I hope you decide to keep trying. At 15 years old there is so much more and you don’t even have a clue what’s in front of you. Good times, bad times, nothing times..all of it..is just yours to experience.
I’m not going to try and tell you no, because that’s probably the last thing you’d want to hear. But I’d just like to tell you bye. Just in case you do follow through with it. Just in case you never heard it from anyone else. I’m sorry you feel lik death is the only way out…if you’re still around, email me:
frejashinepaws@gmail.com