I’ve tried it as a method of suicide. I couldn’t get past a liter without feeling like I was drowning myself in a tasteless liquid. I’m tired of trying all of these methods and getting no where! Its not that I’m half assing my attempt’s because plenty of people die doing a lot less, I’m simply unlucky. I need to find a way to get luck on my side soon, before I’m torn from the only thing that I have left.. my apartment.
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Your right. > A lot of people have died doing a lot less << you hit the nail on the head there. that is what I am going through. have done some major things to myself and lived and I see so many others doing really simple things and they die easily and it pisses me off. WTF cant I just go easily the way some others do?? its a mystery to me. I think life just loves watching me live and being miserable
good luck to you
If one litre of water was enough to kill a person, there would be a lot of people dying by accident all the time. I don’t know about your other attempts, but you can’t put this one down to bad luck.
Why do you want to die, anyway?
I’ve researched heavily before I’ve attempted anything. I bought three gallons of water to drown in. I was planning on drinking the gallons within two hours approximately. I stated that I couldn’t get past a liter of water without being in total disgust that I was drinking that much water. I know how to die by water intoxication, trust me. I spend hours researching my methods. Its just something that I clearly can’t complete.
I want to die because life sucks and I don’t see a reason to push through. I don’t believe in an afterlife, so therefore, I think that we are all living for nothing. I don’t see the point of struggling any more.
@uptown234: life is the biggest joke of all, except its not funny. The only people getting giggles and laughs are either people that enjoy the misery of other or people that are in denial beyond belief. I want to die very badly and realize that I can only.do that by doing it myself. There won’t be a serial killer knocking on my door offering to finish me and there won’t be a construction site accident. There will only be me and my final method
Yep, 3 gallons in 2 hours should be enough. I’m surprised you didn’t seem to be phased by how hardcore that is. People enter drinking contests and don’t reach that amount (obviously). I’m not a big fan of vomiting, myself.
As for muspelhem’s question, I went back and read your story. Is imminent homelessness the only reason? If you could change it all around at the snap of your fingers, what would you want your life to be like?
Sorry, I meant to word that differently. I’m getting tired. I read muspelhem’s question, and then your response, and went and read your previous post. The questions are directed at AngeredSoul.
Does anyone else have failed experiences with water intox – how much water is/is not enough? I want to go at home, & it’s a nice bonus that water is free.
I only weigh 63 pounds so figure I wouldn’t need as much as a lot of people…
Is anybody here alive? I’m in the same gut shitter as you. Want to end it. Hanging doesn’t fucking work. 10 seconds and bang unconsciousness is a fucking joke. I was hanging there for over an hour even fucking timed myself I managed to grab the fucking rope and climb out. And another base factor is that I’m very athletic and my spine and neck are very strong thanks to my fucking training that I regret doing.
Well, fuck! Maybe carbon monoxide? Will try water intoxication seems legit. I can drink A LOT of water and this may do the trick.