I’m currently stuck in another country that is not mine. Initially didn’t want to go on this trip as I am having depression. But I didn’t want to let friend A go alone with a group of people that he wants close to. However, depression strikes and I just couldn’t take it. Last night, I spent quite some time in the toilet crying about it and he couldn’t understand hence he didn’t do anything. Today, I found out that friend B told this friend A to totally ignore me. I’m currently out of the hotel room with nothing but a phone. No passport to rent room. The thought of just walking out on to the road to kill myself is so high. I really feel helpless and I really feel like dying but I’m scare of the pain. Help.
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Well, what you call “friends” I’d call scumbags. I can’t offer any good advice, since depressions are a serious thing. If you really think that this could be it, just go into a Hospital and ask for help – maybe just going near there could already bring some relief…
grüße aus österreich 🙂
Killing yourself isn’t the answer. If it’s that serious go to a hospital. Or at least go back and get your passport and your belongings. Don’t let these people get one over on you. Who the hell are they to have this much control over you? Person A should be lucky you cared enuff to go. And person B is a jerk. You don’t want to give them the satisfaction of winning. Get your crap and go. It’s not worth it. And if by some chance you survived and were in s coma or a vegetable or paralyzed that would be way worse!!!!!
Go back and get your things and forget about those guys. You don’t need friends like that, if they just ditched you after seeing you crying they really aren’t your friends.
Thanks guys for the comfort. Am heeding your advices to go back. Still have one more night with them. Hopefully everything will be better. Needa stop crying.