Don’t Mind Me;No, Seriously.

I’m not trying to use reverse psychology or guilt anyone here. I seriously am saying, “Don’t mind me…” I just want to complain for a couple sentences to make myself feel better. If you don’t wanna read the complaints of a tired, sick, and crabby person, keep moving. Don’t mind me.

I become very very needy when I am sick. I’ve begun to notice that as I sit here constantly complaining about being frozen and then instantly throwing blankets off because I’m too hot. I “LOVE” being sick…<—That was sarcasm. I think i’ve settled on the notion that i’ve got the flu. Yippie! End sarcasm. Every fiber of my body hurts, I’m freezing and burning up simultaneously, I’m tired and wide awake…I wanna talk to everyone and no one…No one is responding which is irritating; even though it’s 1:12 in the morning. I’m mad because I’m sick while it’s summer and I’m mad because it’s not fall but I want summer. I”m annoyed at how childish I get when I’m sick and impossible. My grammar currently sucks because I don’t currently care enough to fix any of it. I’m also on duty for my apartment complex…so if anyone calls I have to get up, get dressed, and be wherever they are within a 2 mile radius within 10 minutes. I’m annoyed at the thought of having to get up and help people. I fell asleep earlier trying to kick whatever sickness has hold of me and I missed the window to call in. (Calling in= clocking in for work) So, I”m going to get yelled at tomorrow morning. I can’t sleep in tomorrow. I have to get up early to return the duty materials and go to my second job. I’m tired. OH! And I need to be more professional on social media outlets and this is my only ranting place, currently. I figure no one is actually going to ready this anyway so really, i’m in a Aarina-ception here. I”m talking to an audience which is myself, but i’m the narrator, who is talking to the audience which I also makeup but i’m the narrator. That makes sense in my head. If anyone is actually bored enough to read all of this, does that make sense to normal functioning people? No? Ok. Alright…I think i’m done complaining…maybe..we’ll see. The night is young…