Emotional Monster in the Mirror (poem)

This is all my words. Here it goes hope you enjoy…

I’m drowning in the darkness of my bloody lost soul
freezing and falling through this endless black hole
I can feel it all my blood is raining and the knife is sawing
but none of this will help the frostbite in my mind start thawing

I feel forzen isolated broken and alone as my depression leaks from parts unknown
Maybe from my slit wrists deep down to the bone
cuts and scars on my body never to be shown

So insecure and emotional it makes me cry
To the point where I lay in bed and pray to die
But we all know where I’m going and its not that big cloud in the sky
To the fiery depths of Hell is where I’ll lie

Suffer the same pain I felt when I was alive
But I’ve never been succesful no matter how hard I tried
So in this suicidal attempt I won’t be shy
I’m very sure it’ll work so I guess this is my final goodbye…