I don’t know where else to turn.

It seems to me like suicide is my only way out. Everything started going down hill when I graduated from high school 3 months ago. I moved into my own apartment. My parents have never been supportive and were abusive. I was going to college to get my nursing degree. I was determined to work and go to school full time. Over the past month, I have lost everything except the roof over my head. I’m working myself to death rolling burritos at Taco Bell. I’ve lost most of my friends over the summer due to either me moving or them going to college. I can’t even get one single person to answer the phone. None of my family will talk to me. The only human interaction I had was at school and at work. As of now, I’m being forced to withdraw from school because I can’t afford to go. Loans are also a definite no. I thought that the Pell Grant was covering everything but something must have gone wrong. My award was $900 more than I needed and now the school is saying that unless I come up with $954 by Monday, my classes will be dropped. To top everything else, the guy I was with abandoned me. I haven’t heard from him  and he refuses to answer any of my messages. I literally have nobody and nothing left to give. None of my friends or family have contacted me in weeks. I live alone. No one would ever notice if I was gone..I have nothing. I’ve considered overdose on sleep aids. I have no pain threshold so liver failure doesn’t scare me. I’ve considered jumping in front of a car, jumping off something, or just hanging myself. Either way, it would take weeks for anyone to figure out what happened and by then, it would be too late..