I’m drowning in my own sadness and depression. Just when i think I might be getting better I get worse. It’s a constant cycle of feeling happy then utterly hopeless and wanting to die. I can’t break the pattern no matter what drugs the docs prescribe or what activities I used to enjoy. I can’t find a thing in my life to lift this depression. I’ve tried all the things from before but nothing helps. I’ve taken to constantly listening to music to try and help but every song no matter how happy it sounds makes me even sadder and more depressed. I can’t win at all in this life. I’m ready to die and i can’t find the courage to actually do it.
If you have any suggestions please help me….
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My little pup, smokey, used to bring me happiness even in hard times… She was so brave…. Animals are very loving friends…. I love cats too… And nature is very healing….
I can’t promise you when, but it will get better eventually. Even for a moment, you’ll realize how amazing you are and you won’t want to die. But if you want someone to talk to, you can email me (check my profile).