This shell I have is tough to crack, no one sees the pain just the smile. I cannot get the attention from anyone and I’m fine with that. But lately I’ve been getting withdrawn from people. Family, friends, work and I can feel what’s around the corner. The suicidal thoughts are ringing heavy and I have to play music louder to get rid of them. Surprisingly no one sees that I am changing and probably heading for the worst what holds me together is my immediate family. The only reason to live has been not to disappoint her. But I am losing touch with relationships, friendships and I’m incapable of building new relationships. I drink a lot to rid me off the pain and wake up to feel it all again. Life sucks and it shouldn’t. I just want to feel something opposite to pain
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lets see… could you tell someone in your family,or your… girlfreend? many never tell someone that they are feeling like that,they get judged and shunned when they finely tell. its very sad
I am not a doctor,maybe you have depression? it are up to you but post a bit more of what your life are like? Circumstances?