Why me? Why does it have to be me feeling this way? Why anyone? Can’t I have a piece of happiness instead of this poison eating the real me away. I’m rotting. I’m no longer myself. The only feelings I have are my self-inflicted wounds. The only feeling that brings me out of my numbness, that is. Why can’t I have the support I need? I never ask for anything but for someone to shake me and bring me out of the dark. Someone to tell me I’ll be okay. Someone to tell me I’ll make it, because I’m slowing fading away.. I’m not sure how much longer I can hold on. The Tori I once knew is almost gone, ticking time bombs are all that’s left.
Help me.
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at this point i dont think there ever will be an anwser. but as much as i can then i will support you. i will help
How?
well sometimes the problems that seem impossible for us to handle can be resolved or at least forgotten a bit from another’s point of view.
i can give advice and motivation. it may not seem to be much but it may help if only a little
I just feel like everything’s tumbling down. Thank you for responding.
no problem. i know it feels like being in a pit and not knowing how to get out. its how i feel. but the best thing to do is surround yourselves with those who understand and don’t degrade you in anyway. they make it worse
no problem. i know it feels like being in a pit and not knowing how to get out. its how i feel. but the best thing to do is surround yourselves with those who understand and don’t degrade you in anyway. they make it worse
I just want people who understand and care.
i know me too. my family doesn’t understand. only one cares. but ive found that there are people here who understand and care. and because these people live in the world too, its just a matter of finding people like them. its hard but not impossible.
It is hard, I have a couple who care but they don’t understand. I just want a friend who can say “hey, it will pass.”
you seem very kind and strong. i wouldnt say it will pass because i would say that you will overcome.
You’re right, thank you.
hey no problem 😀 glad to have met you
Glad to meet you too! ??
i just meant as in someone who i can relate too. plus you’re kind and strong. makes me feel not so alone 🙂
All the best to you.
I’ll be ending my life soon.
Currently have all plans in place, including a carbon monoxide gas method using a electric generator in an enclosed place, and how I want my ashes to be scattered over the ocean on the night of a full moon.
Hi, I used to feel the same way you feel presently. You know, why can’t I be happy while it looks so easy to be happy for everyone else? I didn’t do anything bad, so why me? After a coupIe of time thinking about that, I thought there had to be a reason I was the one feeling like this, so the only thing I came up with was maybe I was the problem. That would explain so much things! Time passes, and I began to think of suicide. I didn’t felt like myself anymore, the girl that talked with my voice wasn’t me, I was just a mess of emotions, I wasn’t even a shadow of my old self. I didn’t laugh anymore, waking up each morning was like hell, knowing the day would be filled with pain, I wasn’t outgoing like I used to be, and there was no reason for me to continue to live. I was dead in the inside, and there was no solution for me. Even cutting didn’t make me feel anything, actually. But, I’m not telling you all this for anything. In fact, I now feel a lot better, and I’m in the middle of recovery. I now how hard it seems, I went trough it all, and I when people told me it will be better, I laughed, I thought maybe other people would get better, but never me. I couldn’t get better, never. Like I said before, I was already dead, so how could I get better? But, the future proved me wrong, and that’s why I can assure you you will get better. I know you’re a strong girl, it’s a gut feeling, and my gut never lies. I’m not saying everything will be perfect, but it will be GREAT! 😀 You’re probably not going to be the same as before, no, you’ll be a stronger person than before. And one day, maybe you’ll come back on this website, and see how finally, you in fact did go through all this shit, while you thought you wouldn’t be able to get through it. I’ll give you an advice: for me, helping people I didn’t know or talking to someone on the street made me feel better! I’m sure there’s something that has the same effect on you, you just need to find it! Also, I highly recommend to see a psychologist, or just talk of this to your doctor, or if you don’t want to, to someone you really trust! It might seems lke it’s not gonna make a difference to talk about it, but I promise you it does. My doctor, psychologist and best friend are the reason I am better now.
I hope I helped you, and I’m sorry for my english