To begin i must be honest and say i had no intention of sharing this with someone else but it keeps eating me inside.I was always a shy kid and i didn’t have many friends.I am always getting bullied at school i even tried talking to someone about this but nothing changes the other kids that bully me got angrier.It was the day that they locked me our school’s closet bleeding with a broken nose that i realise that i must have done something wrong.I keep trying to fight this but the sadness and the frustration of nobody loving you and nobody hearing no matter how hard you scream is unbearable.I just need someone out there only one to support me to tell me everything is gonna be ok.I can’t fight anymore the mental pain so i cut myself because physical is something i can deal with.I know that propably noone is gonna read this but all i ask is someone to help me.I feel completly worthless and that i don’t deserve to live.I don’t want to die but i can’t see another way out.The sadness will never end
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School will end. You will graduate. When you do life begins. There are a lot of terrible people out there as well as people who are at a terrible point in their life and take it out on others. All I can say is this, what you feel now will not last.
hey Grimmjow. It sound slike you’re experiencing some shitty stuff. I’m sorry bout what’s happening right now and I can’t say that sadness ends because there is lots of sadness in life (and lots of or at least some joy). All i know is that shit happens and we’re not always asking for it. And the only constant is change. things constantly change, so it may be a matter of time before things are better or just different but things that have helped me is trying to assess the situation and figure out how to take care of myself in the time being, whether that’s just for the day or for the next week. I try to do things that will help me get through until i think of other things that can help the world change in ways that I like. Not sure if that’s helpful but if anything, I hope you’re able to identify some good things or find a little peace for a moment today. Take care and stay “strong” (although nothing wrong with losing it or being “weak”)
sending you positive energy. Peaces
that’s all i needed some positive energy.I am feeling day by day making steps forward but no matter how hard i try something will take me back to the beginning.I just need a reason to believe that things will get better and i won’t stop till i find it.Thank you so much for replying and for your words they mean so much to me.