It seems like all of my life has been predetermined, as if my thoughts and actions are actually beyond my control. It’s like existing without really existing. It sucks because no matter what I do, I feel that I am not doing it. I sometimes feel like life is just a movie with sentience included. That’s depressing, because all of the pain that I feel is much like an illusion. Perhaps I’m not feeling pain, but I am experiencing a set of physiochemical processes taking place that make me think that I am feeling something, when ultimately, I am no more alive than a rock. Therefore, everything that I do seems pointless, with the funny part being that a rock is unaware of its worthlessness and incapable of feeling distress, whereas I am not. It’s like living is for losers.
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You see, I already knew you would write this….
JK, but seriously, no idea. I don’t think there is a goal or point to life but to do it. And yes all things fade like ripples and while we want to believe we are butterflies and our wing flap creates a tornado, we’re drops on the sand but hey, might as well feel cute doing it.
Welll the truth is life is not set. You can get control of your life and make choies to do somethig good and meaningful with your life. Dont bo down to the lie that life is fixed and that its empty.
Life can be a good as you want it to be. Start making some goals that you want to achieve in life and then get out there and get it done. Make sure those goals are positive. Dosome things that are fun for you. Make some friends that edify you. make a purose for yourself.
Just like what I wrote to Bornfordying in his post. The Quantum theory is that, NO, we’re not real. This whole universe is nothing but a 3D Holographic Projection and you’re just a character in it playing out your part. There are books, videos and all kinds of information on this. Check it out.
I really find that interesting. I’m a little bit aware of String Theory, but not really Quantum Theory. Both are theories of everything and they seem quite like scientific leaps, but they both seem so negative to me. Of course, my negativity would be subjective, but what if, somehow, one theory or the other was proven? It’s unlikely to be 100% proven, but it seems like it would ruin many people’s sense of morality who need a god to decide what is morally acceptable. To be honest I hope that all of those theories are wrong.