Seriously. I’ve tried and failed to take my own life, and my family will hurt less if I get “murdered”.
I’m in California. You’d think finding a way to “accidentally” die here would be easier…
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Hey EvilKitten 🙂 Why do you want to die?
I’ve read your other post today and the one which you described your attempt and that one was tough to read, I know how hard you have it right now, but you also seem like a good person, you’ve been helping others here. I’ve often thought if only an ‘acccident’ would happen or I could try to make it look like one but death will always hurt others who care. Do what ever it take to find a way though this.
Thank you, nias. The problem is, I’m already dead. I died the day he died, my body just didn’t get the memo. My heart kept beating, and my lungs kept inflating, my brood kept flowing. But I’m dead.
I have to follow him. I told him I would. This isn’t my life anymore. My life is gone. It went with him. I told him that I would follow him into hell if I had to. Nothing could keep us apart for long. We’re soulmates.
I understand totally, it’s something that I can’t fight you on, I’ll say I don’t want you to go ‘cos I don’t, but suicide is a choose, I don’t want you to suffer though, cutting your wrists and veins, reading it hurt me, what you went through to try and die. I dream my mother will be waiting for me when I go and I hope your husband is there for you. I hope you can keep going and posting for now and I’ll be here as will others to listen.
Not laughing at your situation but thanks for putting a smile on my face.
The california thing made me smile.
I hope whatever you choose to do will bring you peace.
No I would t strangle you but I could give you a hug. Come on and talk to me about your problems maybe I can change your mind. I’ve felt like my family would be happy without me too but truth is they would hurt more so would your family. As mean as they may be losing a child/brother/sister is horrible knowing you failed to show your love to let that person that know your here for them. Suicide should not be and option just look for ways to make it better. Talk to me?