Confession of a unwanted child….

My entire life I waited for something some blessing some good luck never got it. I was the girl who went to prom alone you know the nerd girl no one wanted. I have dated but all ended badly. I have a set of twins by a man who raped me. I was forced to keep them looking back I regret that as well. The father does nothing so here it is I am alone raising kids I never wanted. My other relationship ended just as bad the twins father said the man I was about to marry raped the children. So I have been alone every since bad enough right wrong. I found out I had cancer so now I am A Freak with one damn breast. Unlike most people I like myself but I HATE MY LIFE…..so with that I set a date my birthday I have a plan and with that I say Good bye