It’s been four and a half years daddy. I miss you. I pretend that I don’t care, and that I’m over it. But I’m not, not even a little. I wish you had never felt the need to do what you did. I wish you were still here. I wish you knew that I love you.
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I wish I could give into your father’s body the life of my own father. Your dad must have been very special one for you. I’m sorry…
Of all the anguish on these forums, this is what breaks my heart the most. My heart goes out to you.
I live in hell. But i have a daughter that loves me. That single fact has kept me alive for 15 years of suffering, just to try and prevent this anguish which i know will follow. But I just cannot keep going, and I hope she will understand that my death has ended the suffering of the dad she loves so much, and that understanding will give her some consolation.
I say this with trepidation. I don’t want to increase your suffering. You love your dad. He suffers no more. That could be some consolation.
no no please. I know it’s hard. okay I have severe depression myself and I can’t tell you how many times i’ve wanted to end it all. The people that you leave behind are never going to see this as an ended suffering. I know its so so hard, but please keep fighting. After my dad died our family was torn apart. My brothers were only 6 and it killed them. They are not the same kids, and neither am I. Please please please stay strong <3
In our world we have created a God. The almighty $. If it was simply depression i could use meds, ineffective as they mostly are, if I could afford them. There is some help for the depressed, again, as ineffective as it is.
But there is no help for the $. Mention it and people run like hell.