In the mean time!

I hate my body I really don’t know what to do in life I have no talent n I can’t be of any use to anymore we’ll at times that what my stepdad thinks. But I sometimes believe him I wish I wasn’t in so much pyshical pain n to try n get better while waiting I feel so scared n wonder about how am I still here. It’s difficult right now my body feels like a accordion I hope I spelled that right cause certain areas of my body feel either twisted or stretched out why is there hope… but I want to talk about one last thing n that is about a real good friend who I care deeply for n she has been through a lot n having a lot to worry about I want her to know that she doesn’t have to commite suicide to get out of all the pain n anxiety she has n mentally sweetie I love u n her name on this is brink of dawn hunny I love u n please I’m always with u dear…