There’s no fear, only this immense sense of relief and satisfaction. And happiness.
I know what’s waiting for me at the end of the tunnel, and I can’t fucking wait to get there already.
Heck, I won’t even be mad if I survive the attempt and be severely paralyzed for the rest of my life. But I need to feel it. Even if for a few seconds, I need to feel it.
31/09/2014.
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This… I think the exact same thing. Just to be close would be so much relief. But ive tried and tried to get close. Its quite hard. We have to focus in trying to find ourselves instead, learn to get back or move forward in some way or another. Not focus on finding that one feeling of relief we crave, but focus on falling in love with another feeling if becoming at peace and letting things go and getting better. 🙂 keep holding on hun. Even if the deadly love affair seems awfully tempting. 🙂