In my recent story I told people that I was used, but in reality I was using them to feel pleasure, but when it came to having feelings for them, they turned me down. Karma does come around quick. I’ve been out of college for almost 8 months. I didn’t get a job after for what I majored on, instead I worked seasonal at Target. I’ve met cool people. After those 90 days passed, I feel like there’s no point to live. I feel all alone. People don’t bother texting, and if they do is because a guy is horny and wants to have sex. Other than that I feel like my life is not as important as other have it. I’m a failure to myself and my family. I’ve cried so much that sometimes I don’t want to eat, but I feel like the only friends I have are you guys who have sent me advice. And I thank you for that.
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I know how you feel. I don’t make friends easy & forget about relationships. Any ‘friend’ I had doesnt contact me. Chin up girl, we’re all here for you. {Hugz}
I think that even though you cry a lot it’s still a good thing in a way because you’re still maintaining a level of emotion within your soul. Crying isn’t negative it’s just a balance between so called happiness. We need both. I think the worst thing is to be detached with no emotion. No crying or no smiling just feeling nothing.
Couldnt agree more with Anunnaki, at least youre not like me, at least you’re able to show emotion. I actually miss being able to cry; even when it didnt relieve my feelings I at least felt like a human and not an emotionless zombie. For example – my boyfriend recently broke up his engagement with me and cut his ring into bits with a pair of pliers then threw the bits away and I didnt feel a thing, just slightly annoyed as i threw my own ring in the bin. Treasure your ability to feel.