Finally! I did it late last afternoon. I made everything ready, and then set me Down in my sofa/ couch and drank 4 beer. I found some good music on my stereo and did it! But… I woke up on the floor. The homemade fabric “Rope” i had made was broken. I remember when i was “Gone” hearing a lot of noise and wery fast loud breathing sounds. Really scary. I don’t know how long i was gone. When i woke up i did’nt knew WHO i was or WHERE i was for like 10 seconds. It was wery unrealistic. Now my throat Hurts when i swallow, so today i need to do it correctly! Damn… I’m David, from Denmark. Thanks for reading.
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That’s really scary. I am happy that the failed attempt didn’t result in serious injury for you. Better luck next time? Either that or you can give life another shot for a few weeks before trying again?
I wish i could, but my life situation gives me no other oppotunity than to try Again.
You will be missed, David from Denmark. I’m truly sorry about your life situation. And if you’d like , I’d be happy to lend an ear.
The noise / gasping sounds was you, getting choked to death.
There are a lot less painfull and more effective methods of commiting suicide, google can give you suggestions. But no, I refuse to live with “my life situation gives me no other oppotunity”. What do you want to do? There must be something which is better than obliviation. Drop whatever life you had and start doing what you want to do. I know this is treacherous (in your opinion), but I really don’t care that much. Do not accept social pressure, do not accept family values, go do whatever you like.
EDIT 18:40 LOCAL TIME: So. I went to a forrest today, and walked around there for like an hour before i found an acceptable spot. I have bought some more beer, found a couple of joints (I normally don’t smoke weed), charged my portable speaker, found some more fabric for rope and cleaned my flat. Now i’ll just heat up a pizza, relax here and…… Thanks for reading.