I found the perfect bridge the george westinghouse memorial bridge and was thinking of just ending it tomorrow. Thanks to the hackers and their hacking tricks and my manic behavior I managed to get in a situation where I’m facing serious jail time maybe life, and I don’t think I have it in me to do it. Due to their P.R campaign everyone thinks I’m some psycho beyond redemption and they intend to crucify me despite never having a prior record. I just can’t deal with this anymore. It’s the perfect height the success rate is very good. I can’t hang myself I’ve tried, but jumping off a bridge is almost instant from that height. I will miss my family but due to everything that happened I won’t be seeing them anyway. Maybe I can see my dad brother, and grandma again when I die. I’m tired and exhausted I just want peace. I said a lot of shit I didn’t mean and a lot of people want me to suffer as much as possible in this life. Since I don’t have anything to look forward to in this life now why go on living?
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Maybe those hackers are just saying empty threats to fuck with you, they’re not actually gonna do it. Think about it, it’s been some time now, wouldn’t they have already put you in jail by now if they could actually do it? No matter what they plant on your PC you can just delete it. It won’t hold up in court. Do you really think they will put you in jail because you said some stuff on the internet? It’s ridiculous. They won’t do it and they can’t. Don’t take your life because of some stupid morons on the internet. Just disappear from there and they will get bored of harassing you.
Originally it was just that, but it escalated big time. The whole Zero Hedge community who I never even really spoke to wants me to suffer as much as possible and they have the means to do just that. There really is a coalition of people out there trying to do me in any way they can. I’ve made many mistakes in my life, and I feel ashamed for things I’ve done, but what’s happening to me will be personal and not business.
Even images of me are floating around on the internet, my only guess is someone put a camera up that saves images to cloud or something like that. I never took any images. That means I wasn’t just paranoid it was true.
I don’t stand a chance against all of these people and some of them have some serious connections. They are going to fuck me any way they can. The people not involved but who saw everything assume I’m some psychopath beyond reedemption. I broke down mentally under it all but they won’t care why it happened I was too weak and let it all crush me. I just don’t see the point of trying to struggle anymore when I have no hope for the future.
But imagine yourself in court. ”You’re going to jail for rambling on the internet” how will this make sense? You say they have serious connections but I’m sure they are not above the law. On what charge would you go to prison? What would be your crime? So what if there are images of you on the internet, thousands of people have images of themselves online. Unless those images are actually you doing something illegal, then there’s no basis for them to lock you up.
I’ve read stories of people doing time for saying stuff on social media, also I know one of the people has some serious connections so they will just trump up the charges. I was told I was hit listed and how fucked I was ect. I was even told they found illegal porn on my computer, though my brother said if that was the case I would already be in jail, but what if they did or it was planted?
I’m no computer genius I asked experts and they said if hackers are good enough they can do just that. So many people are telling me I’m fucked and that they intend to fuck me any way they can, how does one person survive such an onslaught? There is some other stuff I suspect but can’t prove and if it is true my situation really is hopeless. Having the whole Zero Hedge community gunning is a hopeless situation.
I have a theory my identity was hijacked and they have some social media site impersonating me. People I don’t even know have it out for me and things I said via supposed private means are well known. I know I am extra paranoid but I used to rant a lot via google search engine and yahoo search engines and I think all of my rants the hackers published elsewhere.
The same with the images. Why does Zero Hedge hate me so much if I never even spoke to any of them about political stuff ect. Someone told me I got mageled facebook rat. So I think they made a facebook or other social media page with my images and posted my rants since they had access to my computer. How else are people seeing what I write?
If these “hackers” are after you; start recording it. It will proof very usefull in a court case.
Google img search might reveal if there is someone inpersonating you.
Fact remains; A court demands proof of illegal activity. A lawyer costs a lot, but is it more then your life’s worth? Do not be fooled or tricked by these hackers, they really can’t do that much in court.
Saying someone is a dick definately doesn’t lead to being impisoned for life. And if you have performed illegal activity it depends on a judge who will be lenient depending on how much damage you did to society. If you had a strong gain (financial or otherwise) he will be hard, if you had a big mouth he will be lenient (especially the first time). Forever in prison is only going to happen if you did something very seriously wrong and being bothered by a group of hackers certainly ain’t going to change much.
I’m just scared people are telling me I’m going to jail for a long time ect despite never having a record, it just frightens me. I’ve done stuff I’m not proud of but the way these people are talking they are locking me up and throwing away the key. I’ve never been more scared in all my life because I am unfamiliar with the legal system I’ve tried to stay out of trouble. Someone told me I was a pig in human flesh and that I couldn’t be rehabilitated and that they were going to put the hooks in me now. I know I pissed some people off one guy especially and I regret doing so. I’ve lost a job, got evicted, and got hopsitalized twice because of this stuff going on. I know I’m a mental wreck but a lot of this stuff happened to me I just don’t know how much is true and how much is trolling me.
DC001 you sound like you got a mental illness of some kind you sound very paranoid I think you see a doctor and tell him/her what you posted here. At worst you got into a fight with a troll Nobody can hijack your identity and if SOME clown sets up a fake facebook account tell facebook and there will disable it
It’s trolling. I’m fairly familiair with legal systems (having studied that for years). They are (whatever anyone else may think) about truth finding. You don’t have to be that much afraid of falsely claims or hackers “planting things”. If you’ve got hacked; remove your harddrives (keep them for evidence), buy new ones and reinstall your operating system, replace your modem/router to be sure.
But remember this; In a legal case they don’t stand a chance. Having a big mouth will definately not get you into jail, only a state prosecutor can get you incarcerated, and he is educated/trained to only do so if he is very certain you did that crime. If there is ANY doubt he will not prosecute because his actions will get doublechecked by a judge who is also highly trained in finding out the truth.
Fuck the trollers. A waste of your time and especially not a reason to throw yourself of a bridge. They have no authority and they definately should’t have. Don’t worry about them. You can sue them for harassment, but I wouldn’t. Lay low, it will be over in no time.
P.S. People over the internet lie! Unless you get an order to appear in court you really don’t have anything to fear.
I got a question name, say there was a hidden camera which saved everything to cloud installed without my knowledge and they have video of me doing things like smoking weed and taking a pill, can someone use that video in court against me even though I was being filmed without my knowledge? I never posted any images of myself nor took any recordings and posted them, but I think the cloud everything that was saved to was hacked. I had no idea I had a camera.
Yes. its possession of a schedule 2 drug and it depends on what type of pill. But that doesn’t give you life in jail. It depends on where you live also.
Planning to jump off a bridge tomorrow strikes me as just plain silly. You simply need to get yourself a life. Have a drink, something to eat, maybe take a nap. There are ANY NUMBER of other better ideas than some petulant suicidal gesture which will make no earthly difference to anything or anyone.
I kind of agree with cryingflying and name. Unless you’ve been hand delivered a court order, or have been arrested and you have a trial date already pending, I have to think you’re being a a little to paranoid. I don’t know who ”they” are who keep telling you you’re going to jail/prison. If they’re people online, they’re all in on it together. They’re messing with you. My advice, is to quit communicating with whoever ”they” are and they’ll bored of trolling you once they think you’ve called their bluff. It doesn’t matter what you’ve done or said on or offline. Unless someone has served you with papers or you’ve been arrested for a crime and awaiting a court date, they don’t have anything on you. Period. Don’t throw your life away over some throlls or hackers on the internet. Take a break from your computer for a week or two, everyone needs that from time to time. I don’t know how ”they” are communicating with you, via email, facebook or other social media. Stay off social media for a little while and they’ll move on to troll the next poor guy. Don’t end your life over something they have no proof of. If they did you’d already been ordered an arrest warrant or served with papers. They don’t have anything on you.
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All because there are images of you smoking weed and taking pills……who in the entertainment business doesn’t have images or videos floating around like that…..and they never face charges for the images…..if anything ppl rally behind em even more for it. Illegal porn….could only be kiddie porn…..but they would still have to prove purposely downloaded and reviewed by you. Way to much for simple hackers to accomplish from the other end of only a wire…..I hate to say it friend, but you have said it yourself……you just being paranoid and very paranoid over nothing. Reality is slipping just a bit here. I am very familiar with computers and “hacking” as you call it. Your clear. Let’s say someone out there has created a Facebook account for you and operating it as you…..that’s the illegal action and they would be the ones looking at charges and that’s easy to prove if the account exists. Talk to your therapist as others have suggested. I know it seems like the world to you here in this moment, but your stressing over literally nothing
I have some mental issues I’ve never denied that, it’s just I really have been being tormented by some people and did piss off one dude who is rather prominent and a whole community of people on the site Zero Hedge. This one guy has friends in very high places and I’m really scared to be honest. That part is true there is a bunch of people out there looking to screw me anyway they can. I was told because of all my ranting I’m a person of interest now and that they are going to put the hooks in me because I’m some psychopath who can’t be rehabilitated. I don’t know what to believe but knowing there are a lot of people out there gunning for you is terrifying.
I just want to say that everything the other comments mention I agree with, especially regards to being arrested or served with court papers, until then it’s just threats and scaremongering. Don’t end your life because of the trolls who are attacking you and who’ll just move on to the next person. I’m sure it’s just threats to try and push you over the edge, playing with your emotions, don’t play their game and definitely don’t kill yourself.
+ ,until then it’s just threats to try and scare you.
Ya, the thing that scared me the most is I went onto some tech site and they said a good hacker really could plant porn on your computer and make it so law enforcement would have a hard time telling if you did it or not. When I get threatened with that by someone I was scared. They said even if they have to they will go that far or worse.
A good hacker can do a lot, not sure if they could do that but there’s always a trace, I’d be careful in believing that it could happen in the way they say. Here in the UK, you’d be arrested immediately if there was anything that was suspicious on your computer, I’d say the same would be the case where you are although can’t say for sure. You could do what a previous comment said, copy your operating system to a new hard drive and hammer a nail through the old one.
A lot of stuff can be recovered from a simple nail hammered into a hard-drive. The only way is fire. Only dust left. Having porn on your computer isn’t illegal… unless it’s under 18. Could be different where you live though.
Another worry of mine was my rants I made, I was afraid all of my rants might cause me grief or some of my postings in social media. I still think I am going to jail for some of it, I’m just wondering how long it will be for. Though I said a lot of stuff I never had or made any attempt to carry anything out. I am not a violent person, I was simply venting my frustrations.
I thought maybe some of the anime or manga might be questionable but the law states it’s not banned. Some manga are rather explicit Gantz for instance. I hate that about that medium of entertainment you will have a good story going then one scene will make you uncomfortable. Well the person threatened it and I was told I was hit listed.
I’m just trying to figure out what would cause me to got jail. I watch torrents and stuff, but everyone does that, my only concern than is my rants. Most of them were made in google or yahoo search, but some of what I said in social media though its nothing new under the sun I’m just worried. I know I was hit listed by a bunch of people and it scares me. What’s worse at the time of my rants I was very mentally unstable after what happened to me. I’m still unstable in my op I know it the way I feel ect. I have a bad feeling that they are going to come after me.
You also say you feel paranoid and that might be part of it, you wrote some stuff which you now regret so sure you’re going to worry but let them came to you if they have anything on you, which they don’t because they’ve done nothing other than threaten you. A lot of people rant on social media these days so you are not alone, keep calm, don’t do anything rash because you probably have nothing to fear in the end.
I’m so paranoid because I pissed off the Zero Hedge community. I never spoke to them but somehow my words got back to them, and a particular person who I know for a fact is rather influental and knows people really wants my head on a pike. The rants I made on Google and yahoo search engines were the only ones than referenced that site. So that means the hackers had total access to my system and were listening in or had some key logger program. That part is true. I heard a rumor about the person I pissed off he knows some real influental people as well. I’m afraid the people on that site will use their connections to fuck me even worse.
But I still say wait, if he was that powerful or knew powerful people then why hasn’t it been taken legal yet, I’m assuming not, it would have been something that happened quite quickly to shut you up and punish you; the reason why not is because they haven’t got much of a case, it’s just threats, that’s all, wait and see.
I will, the worst part is prior to like 1 1/2 years ago I’ve never commented on any political website or made any comments on you tube. Truthfully I think I became manic due to being isolated and unemployed for a long time. I guess that’s all I can do wait and see. I hate living in constant fear, I don’t know what a good sleep is and all I can think about is this situation. The best I can do is put it to the back of my mind for a short while but it’s always there like a splinter radiating a horrible feeling of hopelessness and despair.
Man this sounds like such a complicated and scary situation 🙁 I’m so sorry all this is going on. I hope that you will stick around with us a while longer and also just wait and see if any of these threats come to fruition. I do hope it all works out, and that it doesn’t come to a bridge jump :/ I know it all seems hopeless now…maybe just give it a few more weeks to really get a full grip what is going to happen? It sounds you aren’t 100% sure that jail is in the future…it’s a might (I understand that’s a very scary might)…so I hope you’ll stick around to get the full details.
They are messing with you. If they had anything on you (In the US/Europe that is a small time offence) you wouldn’t be talking to me but to a police officer. Cut your communications with them off and go do something you like in life without being bothered by them. It are just empty threats.