Instead of taking a bunch of pills in one go as I have done in the past, I have been taking 15 extra strength Tylenol a day with alcohol. This way, I won’t puke it all up. Wish me luck.
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Sounds kinda rough. Likely to give you liver failure, which is serious but most likely will just end you up in the hospital, not in the ground. But it may work for you. Best of luck. I wish you peace.
Thank you. I haven’t told my husband like I normally do so he doesn’t have a clue and won’t call an ambulance. Even if it’s just liver failure I will refuse treatment and die that way. Probably better for my parents than a suicide.
Your lucky you can actually do it. I couldn’t hurt my kids like that so I just have to stay here and put up with the pain. And I wouldn’t do the Tylenol thing to horrible putting up with depression and a fucked liver
Sorry to hear that but good on you for being strong for them. I’m hoping if I don’t die I can just refuse treatment. I have my advanced directive next to me.
They’ll probably let your husband make that choice and say that your not mentally fit to make that stand. Worked as a ambo for a bit and my mums a mental health nurse lol. How ironic.
If I didn’t have kids but, I’d just go buy heaps of drugs and give myself a hotshot
I have no idea where to buy drugs from.
But maybe I’d try a rob a bank first, just incase I got away with it. In that case I’d be investing in a plane ticket to bora bora and I’d give the hotshot a miss
In that case if ya don’t know where to get drugs maybe you should just buy a plane ticket to bora bora too and we could meet there. Lol
Panadol, like…actual?! You’re bound to screw up your liver more than die. Even one 10mg tablet of my Oxycodone would wreck your entire 15…Panadols…
I’m not trying to ridicule you really situation, but past experience dictates you will not get the desired outcome using that stuff.
What if I just refuse treatment? I don’t have to die instantly but I have to die. I’m doing a special tonight and have taken 23. Keeping a tally chart so I know
I just read your other post and it’s very, very similar to where I’m at now. I believe we are the same age, I’m 25, and I know what you mean when you say you want to die…but you don’t. I hope you don’t die. I understand how much it hurts to live. It’s like a cloud is always over you. You might experience moments of happiness but they are extremely brief. The sadness inside never goes away, it’s intensity only varies. I hope you don’t die and find a way to get out of this. Even though you might not have the strength or desire to hope for that for yourself, I hope it for you. Because I’m so much like you…
That is why I want to die – because I know it never goes away. We are the same age. I hope you are in a better position than me.
I regretted it a little bit when I was looking at photos of my niece and nephew and tried to puke but nothing came out. I haven’t eaten all day. Hopefully it’s working. I’ve read that it takes few days for you to realize you’re dying. Tally chart is at 35 now.
Good Luck. See you in the other side later.
Thanks, I’m still here unfortunately. I’ll keep going today.
I have heard that is very painful. but I don’t care anymore. I must’ve taken at least fifteen aleve yesterday. my excuse was I had a headache that just wouldn’t go away. I really did but I would rather die. I’m considering just taking every pill I own but I have a very weak stomach: (
I would endure physical pain as long as it would mean the end. Unfortunately, the human mind is a piece of shit with it’s survival instincts crap. I’m sorry to hear. Make sure the pills you are taking actually do what you want them to do though.