A Reasonable End

Throughout my life I have been hated,
despite my efforts of approval of others.
Pushing myself beyond my limitations,
it was never enough, not even for my parents.
Abused, and bullied, I was never loved nor needed.
Rented to mental hospitals,
only to be tortured and experimented on.
No memories of happiness are inside my head,
only frequent reminders of hate.
No friends or moments of joy nor compassion.
Nothing to live for, no hope, no dreams, no desires.
I have nothing in my wake and even in my sleep,
the nightmares are there to hurt me more.
I end my life on this promising note.
I shall end the nightmares,
I shall end the pain,
I shall end the suffering,
I shall stop caring anymore.
Forever gone from this world, I shall be,
For once, I will be at peace with heavenly tranquility.