Most people will say I’m one of the most cheerful people around but the truth is I’m not a happy person and I haven’t been for quite a long time. Nearly 2 and a half decades of putting on a smile for people has left me exhausted both emotionally and physically. I’ve lost all motivation in my life, I just want to end it and the only thing stopping me is I’m too afraid of the truama I’ll cause my family, my brothers look up to me and I’ve only started getting along with my parents again. I know that living will keep them happy but is it worth me being miserable for the next god knows how long?
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Stui. Yep your family would be distraught but that’s life…you’re distraught and so am I. I don;t intend to let my family’s feelings be a deciding factor for me. They’ll just have to suck it up like I’ve had to for five decades of non top shit that I never asked for nor wanted…it was bestowed upon me.
this fukking world has been designed on exploitation of the weak, first man exploited the earth, than animals, and then when nothing was left he started exploiting man himself……………………………………………………………
life is dirty, people are dirty, I am sure if death was made a legal option, and death sold in stores like walmart, at least a fourth of all the people of the world would buy it at some point.
Death is not torture, the slow pain of wanting to commit suicide is torture or a tortuous death. I am even getting incomprehensible, , am getting maaaaaaaaaaad.
I feel the same every single day. I don’t know the answer. Good luck on finding happiness, I hope you do.