I am sad to announce that, I am effectively going to end my life soon.
I don’t feel the need like to continue living, I don’t feel the need to continue worrying about anything. I am not going to talk about why I am going to end up my life, but just wanting to make you know is because I just can’t continue having pain.
I am going to leave everything, I don’t know how I am going to do it, but this is the last time i touch a keyboard; this is the last time i touch anything.
I am fucking annoyed of everyone threating me like bullshit, I know I am, but I hope this is the last fucking time someone does this to me.
I am fucking tired of this bullshit of life, nobody likes me, everyone thinks I am annoying, everyone hates me, I have no reason to live anymore, even who I though that care of me hates me and I knew it.
I try to fucking be kind with people that doesn’t give a shit about me nor my feelings.
I know people that actually cares of me, but is not enough for me, I am going to try suiciding tomorrow and wish me luck to not fail.
Goodbye.
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I know exactly how you feel. If things don’t work out feel free to email me. I know what it’s like to be so god damn tired of everything. So tired you just want to go to bed and never wake up. To hope that maybe just maybe if there is a god out there somewhere he could just end it so your family doesn’t suffer. To hope and pray that you’ll just drop dead any second so that you can leave this place and go somewhere better because death has got to be at least a little better than life here.
Yeah know the feeling exactly….hurts deep doesn’t it. Help and genuinely care about people and they just shit on you. For what it’s worth it’s them not you…they’re the abusers, they’re the people who have no idea how to treat another human being. But that doesn’t stop the hurt.