Life was always shit. I wish i just got cancer, but of course i have to slowly become a vegetable. How can even shit like neurological ilness exist, i would abort myself on the first day if i knew about it. I’m surrounded by trash that live like they can’t do anything and that’s really annoying. Retards don’t know how it feels to become dead alive. Doctors are funny as well, takes 2 simple tests to confirm the sickness and it takes a year to do anything.
I’m so tired of this bullshit, fuck your school, your work and your pathetic lives. I’m not going to live like a plant. It’s impossible to enjoy anything or force yourself knowing soon it will be over.
As usual I can’t even count on life to kill me. No worries, I will deal with it myself as it should be.
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How do you know that doctors are tellng you the truth? Give it another chance! Go to another doctor, i cant believe such thing will happen dearest, do alternative medicine… they once said i had a heart disease, but they were all wrong, and im here to tell,
Dont give up !
Degenerative illnesses are the absolute worst. Depending on what state you live in, you may have access to actual assisted suicide services from doctors. You can also ask Dignitas to see if they might help you. Make sure that you file your advance directives and have a DNR order to avoid the worst outcome.