Anyone else?
Like that many gods are currently walking the earth, with special powers bringing about miraculous change in the world.
You dear reader, may be one for all I know.
My life on this planet so far has sucked in a big way and I frequently want out, but I have committed myself instead to trying to create a new world from the ashes of the old.
I have seen many visions and dreamed many dreams. My ‘crazy’ reality is way realer than what this mundane existence would indicate.
I’m here because I want out of all of this shit every bit as much as any of you. But I am convinced that many of us are destined to live forever and that I am one of them.
Given that we have all of eternity to find happiness maybe things are not so hopeless after all?
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I also believe in all kinds of crazy things but I sure as hell don’t wanna live forever. No human lives forever. I’m convinced that after death we transition to another dimension where things cease to be so hopeless. Earth is a prison planet and some souls were kind enough to consent on being incarnated here to aid in the mission of awakening humanity.
I know nothing I said makes any sense. But it’s good that you have hope 🙂
Death dreamer you and I are kindred spirits if I may make so bold. I have noticed your posts and relate to so much of them. (I’m not new here).
Yes, I totally have hope. I am a manic depressive now clean of all meds as of two months (my body began literally rejecting them) and clear of the dreaded psych ‘services’. I give ’em all the finger…politely of course so I won’t be banged up again. I’m over them, I’m over it, and trust me I had it veeerrry baaaaaaaad (clocked up 30 forced hospitalisations).
I frankly already feel as if I’ve ‘died’ and been reborn. Heaven is a place on Earth…it’s up to us to make it happen and I don’t believe it’s as far off or unattainable as many people seem to think.
Damn, seems we have a lot in common. I too am clean of all meds now, told all my doctors to get lost and feeling more energetic than ever before. Wow, 30 forced hospitalizations? I’d be very interested to hear your story, if you ever feel like sharing.
Hmm, what you said inspires me. I agree that both heaven and hell are places on Earth.. if only I could gather enough tricks to get on the right path. I wish you the best of luck finding heaven, the most important thing is the right state of mind which seems to me you already have.
Thank you for the affirmation DeathDreamer. I was so in love with death I think I just spiritually embraced it, became one with it, and ended up reborn! My story is extremely looong…being as how I’m 52 an’all. Chronologically. Inside I can be any age I damn well want and I’m better looking now than I was as a teen. I bewilder myself, never mind other people, with how many different faces I have.
Yes, folks, I’m seriously weird and it’s OK to hate me for my confidence. I could care less as the Americans say. English people say ‘I couldn’t care less’ which when you think about it makes more sense. I’m having to censor myself a lot writing here for fear of offending people. It would be nice to speak freely but I’m highly subversive and liable to get banned from everywhere just for being myself so what you get here is the heavily edited version.
There I should probably trash the whole comment…or would you prefer, world, that I just trash myself?
harikiri.. you’re awesome 🙂 I assure you that you don’t have to censor yourself, I’ve been spouting profanity and insults as long as I’ve been here and nothing happened. I believe you that you look better now than you did when you were a teen, if you’re male that makes sense because men tend to develop good looks with maturity. Confidence is a good thing, don’t be afraid to be hated. (Also don’t be afraid to receive advice from an insane 27 year old). The English always did make more sense to me than the Americans.
I assure you, you shouldn’t be trashed at all. You will make your way in life; you’re on the right path. Perhaps you are a Light Worker, and you have healing powers because I can feel your influence. I know people who read things will think two lunatics are talking to each other but hey; free entertainment for the infidels.
One of the reasons why I would like to know your story is because a kindly advice from my brother was to find someone like me, who go out of death’s embrace in hopes to follow their path. Not that I believe there’s any hope for me as it stands; I long to return home to my planet and if I have to take my own life then so be it. I know exactly what you mean by having different faces, I myself have two souls sharing my body – and I swear I’m not drunk right now. Not yet, at least.
Death Dreamer, no YOU are awesome! We are both freakin’ awesome! Yay for us, lol! Two recovering/recovered loonies who are now strong enough to take on the freakin’ world! I always knew deep down that I would not die a bloated wrecked carcase, body crippled by psych poisons. I always kept a tiny spark of hope alive in me and now I know why and what it was all for dammit!
I write like a man sometimes so I’ve been told, but I’m actually a woman, though stronger and more fearless than any man I’ve ever met, and trust me I have known MANY MANY men lol!!!
I give the finger to Almighty God Himself. Actually, fuck His stupid arse and fuck him!
Death Dreamer, stop egging me on man, you will definitely get me banned at this rate! I’m not replying to any more of your lovely comments lol! But they mean a lot, so thank you.
Lol anytime