I want to die. I don’t want to be here anymore. I’m tired of struggling. I’m tired of what’s right & wrong. Everyday is a huge waste of energy. I just want to disappear. I’m tired of being the crazy one. The one in therapy…that’s not working. So I feel like a failure. I fail at all I touch.
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You’re not alone in that feeling, I know that feeling of failure. I’ve squandered most of the opportunities in my life, and failed at the only relationship I’ve ever had were I felt love. I won’t be a hypocrite and say that you should want to live, because I myself am not exactly happy with being alive myself, but just know that you’re not alone.
Yeah i want to die too i am a total failure. Sick of it all. Have been for months. Want the pain gone
Sorry bro. We live in a world where our wishes almost never come true
Everybody here feels the same, otherwise we wouldn’t be on this side. But does it help knowing you are not alone with this feeling? Not really. Question: Do you really want to die? Isn’t it more like you don’t want to feel anything anymore?
Tiyara, I was very suicidal up till a couple of months ago but I died spiritually and was reborn as my essential self. So I would beg to disagree that everyone on this site feels the same way as OP. Some people on this site have been there but come to try to share a sense of hope based on their experience. Some have never been suicidal but want to offer help and support (this can be more problematic). There is no rule here saying we all have to be currently suicidal.
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