12 hours to go
You win, I was too wrong from the beginning anyway. A gear missing the teeth and don’t fit in the machinery.
“Be yourself, it’s all you need”
Of course there is the big probability chance, that everything else around you, don’t want or agree with your self, so you will have to let them mold, shape, change and fix you, so you can fit in, and get to be yourself, they can accept. But hey doesn’t matter, as long as you just “be yourself”
“You can’t be lonely if you’re not alone”,
and if you’re alone, well then it’s your own fault.
Don’t worry, I know everything is my fault. No need to tell me, I know you love to remind me.
“Do unto others, as you would have others do unto you.”
So I should just have beaten them back? Or should I have kept hugging, despite them keeping on beating me?, hoping they would eventually hug me back? Either way seem kinda screwed. Just can’t win, wonder why even bothered to try this long.
Guess come morning will be my ultimate “triumph” in failing.
Suppose there is some kind of justice in me leaving the way I came, having nothing, naked and alone
Smile and keep on smiling, and remember to affirm with an “I’m fine”, that’s all there is needed.
I hope rigor mortis sets in just right, so I can have a nice big smile
Might make a last post in the final hour, might not. If not, well, then it’s been a pleasure SP. Never thought I’d actually post, and look made several. (Still won’t comment, won’t risk tainting anything, even tho I wanted to tell so many of you such nice things, ’cause you are such amazing and wonderful people)
Take care, I wish you all well with your struggles, and hope you come out victorious, whichever way that may be for you.
See you soon
1 comment
You weren’t wrong. Generally, people are socially unconscious. They have to think and act from the standpoint of their society and each society determines which thoughts are permitted and which ones must remain unconscious. At least Nestlé have stopped screwing over the rainforest.
Kilde, I liked reading your posts.