I have a bad habit of not taking my meds. Only two of them are important, one stops the seizures and the other helps me from attempting at my life. Even when i’m on my meds i still wish to die but off of them,hell i can only say it’s hard to resist killing myself. My boyfriend would be completely ruined and so would my family. That’s the only reason to be honest, i except the thought of death. I’ve been told that i’m selfish and complain a lot but if people knew the crippling pain i was in they would shut the fuck up. They have no clue how much i so for them without saying anything. Fuck i’ve even snuck money to people. I just wish they could understand the pain
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Yeah I know what its like to have unbearable pain and how hardit is to be aroud others who do not understand. It sucks…. and I have had that to deal wth most of my life and I am into my 40’s
Well for one. Yes Bad habits can be rough. But you can break them and start fresh
I suggest you make a pledge to start taking your meds on time as prescribed
and make it a priority
You will feel better and it will be good for you
also if you need someone to talk to about your issues look for somebody
you can chat with
I can chat with you buy email if you like
jrock7766@hushmail.com
good luck with everything
Try to do something fun today > that will lift up your spirit.
Hi.
You clearly are a strong person, but you won’t be able to hold out like this forever.
It’s sometimes hard to believe that your being alive really hurts people less than just deciding to leave, especially when you’re reproached for being depressed, but it is. People just can’t watch you suffer and admit that they’re helpless themselves, I guess.
I also couldn’t imagine how to be less selfish than this. You don’t even live for yourself. That’s amazing, because it shows so much strength and selflessness, but it’s also really sad in a way.
It just made me wonder how someone like you should get along in a world like this.
I really hope you will find a way and also someone who understands.
If you need to talk, you can always e-mail me (silver.berry10@googlemail.com) , I’d be pleased, honestly.
Best Wishes,
-R.
Uptown234,
I didn’t see your post before editing mine. I didn’t mean to be disrespectful, in case I seem to be. I’m sorry.
-R.