i can’t stop crying. the thoughts are never going to go away.
i question why i feel this way because i have it way better than most people do,
i have a home , a bed , clothes , food , but i just feel so shitty and utterly worthless.
im afraid that im just gunna fail in life and what sucks the most is i have nobody.
i dont need friends but sometimes its just nice to have someone to understand you and
just listen. being alone just sucks.
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I am like you too. I have nobody. I can’t express how much someone to love me.
if i do talk / open up to someone i just feel annoying
Just like me. Do u have autism?
i feel you , i’ve been through all that since the late of the year . but i still have a few friends , but idfk why , i felt so lonely ..
Have you tried attending a support group in your community? A few years ago, I pushed everyone away… so my friend network is pretty much zero. There are some groups that I attend in which the people there understand things more than people usually do. They may not know everything about me but they can better understand the circumstances.
Try to make some friends… whether it’s through work, school, a house of worship, a hobby, or somethinng. Like I wrote, my friend network is zero. That has hurt me… It has made my support system into almost nothing when the days get dark. Your friends don’t have to know everything about you but it’s nice to have someone to chat with when things are rough. You don’t even need to chat about what’s going on… Just their company can help. This site can help, too.
I hope your tears fade… Life has its challenges but it can also have its sunny days, too.
I empathize with you greatly. You need to know that sometimes being alone is better than being with people who put on a façade and who in actuality are cruel people, devoid of emotion and unworthy of your attention and affections. You are a beautiful person, and it is pertinent that you recognize this and accept your flaws along with all your gifts, that you love yourself with your entire heart and soul, so that you might see the beauty in others too and blossom and grow with others, so that you can reach a true understanding between two peoples, and that you can have a relationship with someone worthy of your time and effort, and not some friend who will turn on you when you
need them most.
Good Luck to you