I think’ve never introduced myself before… i apologize if i acted a kind bitter before… i was just in the phase ” i’ve passed through worse things, what is this person complaing about?”… i’ve realized that this was of no help.
Well, i’m from brazil, i don’t speak English perfectly as most of you’ve noticed already, i like poetry, art and also I’m passionate with the nature. Im yrs old and also an actor.
I wanna die because live has been a ***** with me.. so many sad things. and also i feel no one cares to the pain that is in my heart, i’ve been abused countless times and even rapped… its like a piece of me died, since then i adopted an alter ego called bunny, and its painfull since i adopted bunny i dont feel like myself, i’ve acting mechanically and i feel dead inside.
Im here after help, to get back to who i’m, to search a way to happiness again.
Some of you will call me gay, and yes, i’m gay, i like flowers and cute things i even wear flowers in my hair. But this doesnt make me less human than you. i cry, i laugh, eat, sleep and even have/had a mother like you.
pleased to mee you all guys. Dearly: Bunny
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Your story is sad. I think that it would be wise to find a therapist, because out of all the advice we can give you here it is nothing like sitting with someone who can look on you with gentle eyes and hold your hand when you cry. In the meantime I recommend meditation, there are thousands of guided imagery cd’s out there and it helps me exponentially. Good luck bunny.
Nice to meet you, LB. Welcome to the site and I hope you find some comfort here.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)