So I have done everything I can to try and turn my life around and it just seems all I do is make it worse. I am now homeless, and jobless. My own family is basically not wanting to help me anymore – and I barely have any friends.
I will die by the end of the year and I am researching how to do it – I hate this world. People keep saying God has a plan for you – Well my name isn’t Job okay – I just feel I must have done something really horrible in my life to have my life be so shitty now.
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I am sorry to hear that you are homeless and have nobody to help you. Are you sure nobody in your family will take you in long enough for you to get on your feet?
Do you know anybody who could give you a place to stay for a while.
that is why its important to make friends in life so when things get bad we have people to go to for help. I dont know what part of the world you live in but see if there are any agencies that can help you out. Like assisted living. Or a temporary homeless shelter or a job placement agency
there must be some help out there. You have to look or it.
Yeah I know I hear people saying to me often God has a plan for you too. but I don’t always see any God leading me or bringing me all that I need. But I do believe in God. I do believe in God but I don’t believe that God just comes down and brings everything into our life that we need. I believe we need to make choices and take action to make things better for yourself.
take a look around in the community that you live in and try to find somebody to help you
You cold visit the government offices or a social worker and see if there is any help available for you or you could visit a food bank or some Churches and see if there is anybody who can help you.
If you really want to die, my suggestions: simple suspension, gun, ********. Good luck.