It’s gotten worse.

It’s so sad to read this, you have to be strong, however hard it seems. It’s a shame that peoples ignorance about sexuality causes someone to feel they have to commit suicide because they’re gay in this day and age, being gay is quite normal. Would your mum want you to kill yourself over this, to know her child is on a suicide website because they feels no one will understand them, that they felt unable to reach out to someone about their feelings. If your family are religious then it’s a shame that peoples interpretation of it causes such pain in others, God talks about love for all. You’re only 15, you’re at an age where you will feel confused about your sexuality, etc. that’s why you must talk to a counsellor about it. You do have plenty of time ahead of you to work it out, you don’t have to tell your family now, only when you feel they’ll accept it. Believe me, you can and will find love, don’t end it now when you can have a happy future.