lifeee is hard!!!!

sometimes you feel alone and lonely even you have a family and friends .you feel you are hurting but nobody feels your pain or try to help you . and sometimes your hard times and your pain comes from these close persons in your life. I know if you tried to suicide you don’t want to die you just want to end up your pain and tell people you need help in an indirect way. I feel I want to shout and scram and tell people how I feel. I don’t know why people change quickly in this time I’m not talking only about friends even your family,sister ,brother, mom……… I found this website which really helped me because I know every one that is trying to help me and listen to my story it’s because they want to, I know I’m not forcing them to try to help me in my depression that is the reason I choose to write my story in this website in stead of bothering people with my story that may get annoyed from me or maybe not .